Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Why Film?

"Why film?"
The question caught me off-guard and sent my brain scrambling for the answer, while at the same time my own list of whys crowded in.
Why does he always has me hard questions without warning?
Why can't he be like everyone else and just be content to read my mind instead of trying to read my heart along with it?
Why is the answer I need slipping just barely out of reach?
What is wrong with me that I can communicate just fine when I'm writing, but in person everything I've ever thought, felt and known vanishes like smoke leaving my friends thinking, "There's got to be more to you than that!"?
Why can't I just answer the question?!
And...why film? Why DID I choose to make movies?

One recurring problem that has pushed itself into my mind over the past few years is how can I best impact the world? How can I make the biggest difference? I want to get down to as close to the root problem as I possibly could. I'm all for treating the disease, not the symptoms. Others focus on evils like abortion, homosexuality, corrupt government, etc. but I wanted to know how we got where we are. What causes these things? Yes, sinful mankind, but what sin exactly? Man was sinful before abortion. Man was sinful before homosexuality and corrupt government.
I thought it was the issue of Creation vs. Evolution. What you believe about where we came from will decide where you believe we should go. I wanted to use my pen to change what we teach the children in America's schools today. To change how people view themselves and their world.
But is that really what I was looking for? We can write and speak and teach all we want, but that doesn't mean that people will listen.
After the Jamestown 400 Treasure Hunt some of the other hunters and myself decided to work together to make a film focusing on the storyline of the hunt. A few months into pre-production/writing the script the San Antonio Independent Christian Film Festival rolled around. I knew that I needed to know as much about film making as possible and this was my chance. To make a long story short my parents and I attended the festival together. While there I listened to Doug Phillips, Geoff Botkin and others stress the importance of film in our culture.
Americans love to watch movies. We spend millions of dollars in theatres all year round. Watching a film gives us the chance to sit back and be entertained without using our brains. What most people don't realize is that while they are watching they are being taught subtle lessons in subtle ways. The movies you watch will determine who you are, how you think and what you believe. Even if the people do not listen to the Creation scientist, they will watch a movie.
I want to be at the root. The beginning. Wherever I can make the most difference for Christ, I want to be there. That's why what I really want to do is be a wife and mother. My job will be raise godly children who perhaps will go on to make their own films.
"The hand that rocks the cradle is the hand that rules the world." This is my primary goal, but I believe that film is also important and something that God would have me be involved in.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

The Anti-Marriage Culture

This is a very good excerpt out of an equally good book called Family Driven Faith by Voddie Baucham. I think he does an excellent job of summarizing what is happening among Christians in America today.

"...The January 2005 issue of Time magazine featured and article on the extension of adolescence in our culture. Young adults in America are acting more and more like children every day. They leave home for college only to return after graduation, and often without jobs. They are also getting married later in life.
R. Alber Mohler, president of the Southern Baptist Theological Seminary in Louisville, set off a firestorm in August 2005 when he told a radio audience: 'The sin that I think besets this generation...is the sin of delaying marriage as a lifestyle option among those who intend some day to get married but they just haven't yet.' Numerous media outlets picked up on Mohler's comments, which apparently enraged many Christians. However, I believe Mohler is on to something.
As I travel across the country, I am amazed at the number of intelligent, Jesus-loving, Bible-toting, ministry-minded young men who absolutely refuse to grow up and take a wife! It is as though there was a new book of the Bible discovered (I call it 2 Hesitations) that reads, 'Thou shalt not marry prior to graduate school, or at least until you have a middle-class income and 401 (k).' The only thing worse is looking into the eyes of scores of young women who ask me what they have to do to get these guys to man up and marry them.
Perhaps it's the skyrocketing divorce rate that has young men and women backing away from marriage. Or maybe it is the bad marriages they witnessed growing up. Then again it could be that the cost of living has soared so high that one needs significantly more income to support a wife. However, if you ask me I believe the answer is none of the above. The young men and women I meet actually believe there is something out there that they need to experience before they dive into the deep, dark, oppressive world of marriage. For some it is traveling to Europe or Africa. Others want to spend time on the mission field first. Still others believe there is some magic age at which one automatically becomes "ready" for marriage. Whatever the case may be, it is a far cry from the biblical admonition, 'He who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains favor from the the LORD.' (Proverbs 18:22)"

In Memory of Maria

On May 21st, 2008 the Chapman family was celebrating their eldest daughter's engagement and their son Caleb's highschool graduation when one of their sons accidentally hit their youngest daughter, Maria, in the drive way. After 5 years on earth, little Maria is now with Jesus. One of my favorite songs was written by her daddy in honor of her and her sisters.



In memory of Maria blog

The story behind the song.

Friday, May 23, 2008

Tiger Irises

I think this is cool! A friend of mine cross-pollinated Tiger Lilies and Irises and this is what he got:



Texas Court rules on FLDS case

SAN ANGELO, Texas (CNN) -- The state of Texas should not have removed children from a polygamist sect's ranch because it didn't prove that they were in "imminent danger," an appeals court ruled Thursday.

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Photos from a Web site launched by the sect show scenes during and after the raid of their ranch.


In the ruling, a three-judge panel did not order that the children be returned to their families on the Yearning for Zion Ranch in Eldorado, Texas.

Instead, the judges gave the lower court 10 days to vacate an order placing the children in state custody.

"The existence of the FLDS belief system as described by the department's witnesses, by itself, does not put children of FLDS parents in physical danger," the judges said.

More than 450 children were removed from their homes last month on the Yearning for Zion Ranch, which is owned by the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, a Mormon offshoot that practices polygamy.

In its ruling, the Texas 3rd District Court of Appeals decided in favor of 38 women who had appealed a lower court judge's decision that the children remain in state custody.

Although the ruling applies only to the children of the 38 mothers represented in this case, a lawyer for the women said the Court of Appeals' reasoning would apply to all of the children who were removed from their homes.

"It is a great day for families in the state of Texas," said Julie Balovich of Texas RioGrande Legal Aid. Video Watch Balovich and the FLDS mothers react to the ruling »

Members of the YFZ community said they were "extremely grateful" for the court's ruling, but acknowledged the long road ahead.

The state can still appeal the decision or renew the investigation.

"I'd like to see the children in my arms before I rejoice greatly," said Maggie Jessop, who has two girls and two boys in state custody across Texas.

Jessop told CNN's Larry King that the experience had traumatized her children, whom she has visited several times since they went into foster care.

"They feel betrayed by adults, and they're hurting very badly," Jessop said.

The parents said they had spent the last few weeks zigzagging across the state to visit their children, who were taken from the sprawling 1,700-acre ranch on April 3.

"You can see it's a lot of stress on them," Edson Jessop said, referring to his three boys and girl. "Every time we leave, they go through that trauma again. It's enough to rip your heart out."

State officials told CNN they were reviewing the ruling.

"We are trying to assess the impact this may have on our case and what our next steps will be," child welfare spokesman Patrick Crimmins said in a written statement.

"Our office is confident that [the] state's lawyers will review the appropriate next steps in this case to ensure the safety and welfare of the children involved," Krista Piferrer, spokesman for Texas Gov. Rick Perry, said in a written statement.

The law grants the Texas Department of Family and Protective Services the authority to take emergency possession of a child if authorities have reason to suspect that there is an "immediate danger to the physical health or safety," warranting their immediate removal.

According to the ruling, the department obtained an emergency order to take custody of the children based on reports from a hot line caller who said she had been raped and impregnated on the ranch.

The girl, who claimed to be 16, reported that she had an 8-month-old baby and was pregnant again, and that she was married to Dale Barlow, who abused her physically and sexually.

Lawyers for the 38 mothers said authorities used those allegations to draw broader inferences about the practices and beliefs of all the sect members.

After interviewing five minors who were or had been pregnant, CPS removed all of the children, based on the assumption that the community's belief system allowed minor females to marry and bear children, lawyers for the women argued.

"The department's lead investigator was of the opinion that due to the 'pervasive belief system' of the FLDS, the male children are groomed to be perpetrators of sexual abuse and the girls are raised to be victims of sexual abuse," the ruling noted. Video Watch CNN's Sunny Hostin explain the ruling »

After the state took custody of the children, the mothers appealed the order on the grounds the department failed to establish that the need for protection was urgent.

Because no such proof was presented, the mothers argued that the district court, which backed the raid, abused its discretion and was obligated to return the children to their parents.

The appeals panel agreed.

"Evidence that children raised in this particular environment may someday have their physical health and safety threatened is not evidence that the danger is imminent enough to warrant invoking the extreme measure of immediate removal prior to full litigation of the issue," the panel wrote. Video Watch how the ruling favors FLDS »

Furthermore, the court said, CPS did not make any reasonable effort to determine if measures other than removal would have reduced the perceived risk to the children.

Outside the courthouse, Balovich said it was "ridiculous" how the courts had ignored the parents' rights.

"It was about time a court stood up and said that what has been happening to these families is wrong," she said.

Surrounded by the FLDS mothers represented in the case, Balovich said authorities considered the YFZ Ranch one household, an assertion with which the appeals court did not agree.

Therefore, proving that there was abuse in one household did not mean the state could apply that behavior to the entire ranch.

"This was the right decision," Balovich said, adding that she and her clients are "ecstatic about this news."

The ruling noted other deficiencies in the Department's investigation.

The authenticity of the initial abuse reports that turned authorities' attention on the ranch is in question, the court noted in its ruling.

Police have alleged that a family shelter crisis line received multiple calls March 29 and 30 from a caller claiming to be Sarah Jessop Barlow, age 16.

At least one of the telephones used by "Sarah Barlow" has been traced to a Colorado woman. Police say Rozita Swinton is a person of interest in connection with the reports of abuse at the ranch, but she has not been charged. She does, however, face a charge of providing a false report to authorities in a Colorado case.

Court hearings in the FLDS case resumed Monday, with hearings in several courtrooms to accommodate lawyers for the children. The hearings were held so the parties could review "family service plans" dictating the parameters under which FLDS parents can regain custody of their children.

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FLDS members have denied any physical or sexual abuse takes place, and maintain they are being persecuted for their religious beliefs.

The sect's leader, Warren Jeffs, is in a Utah prison after being convicted on charges of being an accomplice to rape in connection with a marriage he performed in 2001. Jeffs also faces trial in Arizona on charges stemming from arranged marriages involving FLDS teens"

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Earlier this spring I found what I believe to be a Sphinx moth on Mom's Petunias. It looks best with its wings spread so you can see the pink/red, but I wasn't able to catch a picture of it.



Pardon the fuzz




Wednesday, May 21, 2008

How to make Peanut Butter Pie with Fudge Sauce

1 graham cracker pie crust (I made my own with about 10 crushed graham crackers and melted butter.)
3/4 c. hot fudge dessert topping
1 8 oz. container of Cool Whip whipped topping
1/2 c. creamy peanut butter
1 1/4 c. cold milk
2 pkgs. instant vanilla pudding (small size box)

Spoon 1/2 c. hot fudge topping onto crust. Freeze for 10 minutes.
Whisk peanut butter and milk 'til blended, add pudding and beat until smooth. Stir in half of the Cool Whip. Put on the pie crust over top of the fudge sauce. Top with remaining Cool Whip. Refrigerate at least 3 hrs. Drizzle with remaining fudge sauce. (If you are entering a contest I suggest you do the last step just before putting your pie out.) Enjoy!




This is the recipe that S. used for her pie...the one that beat mine...it was excellent, btw!:)

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

How to make old-fashioned butter the modern way

First, you'll need to get yourself a trusty Bosch...like this one:

...well...ok, so that one is broken. Caution: never try to make 3 batches of chocolate-chip cookies in a Bosch all at once, especially if your Bosch is old and well-used.


Start with 2 quarts of raw cream. (This makes aprox. 2 lb. of butter and 2 quarts of buttermilk)

Pour about half of the cream into the Bosch, (all of the cream will be apt to bog down the machine and you'll end up with cream/butter/buttermilk "thrown" all over your kitchen. Trust me. I know.


Turn on the Bosch to the highest speed. (3) This is what it will look like after about 3 to 5 minutes. If you want you can add some honey or sugar and use this in place of whipped cream because that's what it is, whipped cream!:)

This is basically what your butter will look like when finished. If it doesn't look EXACTLY like mine, don't panic. The temperature of the butter will effect what you see when it's done. With this batch I used cream straight out of the refrigerator.
It usually takes about 5 to 10 minutes of mixing total.


Pour off the buttermilk into a container. You can use it in cooking...or you can drink, but I don't recommend the taste. Gather the butter in a ball, (or several small balls depending on the size of your hands) and knead it in your hands under water to wash off any remaining buttermilk. Leaving any in will make your butter go rancid. Trust me. I know that too. You can add salt if you wish, but I have yet to try that part so you're on your own. Put your butter in a container and refrigerate until use...unless you aren't going to use it for a while. Then you can freeze it and just take it out when you need it.

Enjoy!

For the First Time...

For the first time in 10 years I can step outside without a gnawing dread in the back of mind.

For the first time in 10 years I can breath deeply of the scent of the outdoors.

For the first time in 10 years I join my family on walks, bike rides, etc. without being forced to endure it.

For the first time in 10 years I can sit through an entire church service or other meeting without leaving the room even once.

For the first time in 10 years I can walk out to my garden and feel the cool, turned-up soil underneath my bare feet and stay there for as long as I please without discomfort.

For the first time in 10 years I can take my books out in the yard and work there all day long.

For the first time in 10 years I can sleep well even with the windows thrown wide open letting in the night air.

For you see, 10 years ago I started having seasonal allergies. I went from a happy, care-free little girl playing house on the front porch to a young woman whose favorite time of year is April when she can dance in the rain because that is the only time when she can go outside without either the cold of winter or the ever present allergies. I learned to live with it and I wasn't totally miserable...most of the time.
Most of my friends probably wouldn't describe me as an outdoors person and I wouldn't have thought so myself until the past few days when I've been reminded of what life was like before. Unless you have allergies yourself you can't possibly understand the freedom of living without them!
My mom found this stuff last year that we've been taking (well, I only did on occasion) for quite a while now. I don't especially care for the taste of grass so I have only participated when I had no other choice. BUT the allergies started to find me so I decide it was high time that I gave the grass a chance to actually work instead of just listening to my mom tell me that it would probably help. I have been drinking Barley Life consistently for about a week. At this time of year I usually spend as much time as possible in my room with the doors and windows shut, sneezing my head off with a pile of Kleenexes beside me.
Yesterday I went on a walk with my sister and a friend, rode bikes with Mom, and at this moment I am sitting at my computer with both doors and all the windows wide open and thoroughly enjoying it! And to top it all off my little brother just walked up and thrust a pollen covered wild rose (or at least I think that's what I think it was, I couldn't really tell due to it's rather decapitated state) in my face and it didn't bother me in the least!:)
Drink BarleyLife; you'll feel better! :D

Friday, May 16, 2008

Captive FLDS Children

Warning: Some parts of this video are not acceptable for children.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

We are being conditioned....

I won't go into a lot of detail, but a group of American families are being persecuted and exploited by the Federal government. 463 children have been violently and ILLEGALLY kidnapped from their homes. I may not agree with their religious beliefs, but they are still entitled to the same freedom as the rest of us.
Don't think that this won't effect you personally. If you are a Christian (or any of several other groups that are now "illegal") then you've already been labeled a "terrorist."
and unless you lay low and do whatever the rulers tell you to do they will be coming for you next.
One of my siblings asked my Dad why the government is doing this to these people and he replied, "I don't know." A friend of mine mentioned a very possible reason today. He said, "They're conditioning the public to accept this type of illegal activity. After all, no one would dare oppose it when the victims are such obviously perverted people right?"
Take a look at those people and think about the last time you saw a Mennonite at Wal-Mart. Or a mother in a loose dress and head-covering with her with small children trailing behind her. Now think about how you dress and/or how your friends dress. See any resemblance between the FLDS families and many conservative Christians? They look very similar. Take a guess at who the government will be after next.

Watch this video. Imagine your own little ones in this situation and pray for the captive FLDS children.

Family Round-up

Check out Life at the Pink House for updates on what we did last weekend. I will be posting pictures until I get to the end so make sure you visit more than once!:)
Finally I'm getting around to catching back up with the blogging world. I hope all my readers survived FIVE whole days of silence. :)
Last Friday we wrapped up a wonderful 2 months of rehearsals, shows and fun with the cast and crew of Stumbling Into Grace with a cast party at Susan's house.

Sam/The Director's husband manned the grill.


I have to say...those hamburgers were wonderful!



Some of the kids played giant frizzbee



Mandy, Jensen and Meghan How many people can we fit in one chair?



I know, no one in this picture looks their greatest, but come on! We're EATING! (Fortunately I was beside the camera instead of in the picture.)




Hangin' out and admiring baby Grace. I never did succeed at getting her to go to sleep.


Jack's eyes were so cool that we decided to take a picture. He wouldn't sit still so this is the best one that we got. He's part Husky (or so I was told) and as a result he has one brown eye and one bright blue eye...and I mean BRIGHT blue!


How to be popular: walk...
...or run...with food in your hand.

Spread largess liberally. (Chicken is good for dogs, btw.)



After hanging out and eating we all gathered in the living room to watch the '98 version of Stumbling Into Grace. We decided we like ours better. :)

Baby Grace is ready to go.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

What to do with an empty hope chest....

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

"Consider the lilies of the field..."

Until you've actually experienced you can never know what it's really like to be truly broke. And I don't mean broke like most Americans think of it with still a little money in their wallet or at least expected to be there soon. I mean no money. None. Zilch. It gives you a desperate feeling of helplessness, and it's especially frustrating when your friends don't understand why you can't buy the smallest little things for yourself.
"Oh, it's only $5."
Yeah, exactly. That's a lot of money to me.
Throughout most of my life my grandparents have given us allowance, so I was never without money unless I spent it all, but I don't get it anymore so I no longer have any source of income. I had a little bit left over from my Christmas bonus after working at the Strattons
that I have been saving for something special (I ended up using it to buy something for Mom for Mother's Day), but I knew that once that was gone that was it.
Why am I telling you all this? So you can feel sorry for me and give me money? (Hey! That's not a bad idea!:D) Seriously though, my purpose was so that you can better understand how two small provisions from God can be so special to me.
The Sunday before last the Pastor at the church that we have been attending for the past few months preached a sermon on...well, actually I don't remember what he was preaching about, the illustration he used was sermon enough as far as I'm concerned. He described a visit he had made to India and the beggars that throng you every moment possible. They grab at your clothes crying for money, food anything. To drive his point home (still don't remember exactly what his point was) he picked up a bag and told the congregation of about 50 people to come and beg him for money crying, "Baksheesh! Baksheesh!" The younger generation stood up and with big grins rushed him grabbing for the coins that he was handing out. I was near the back of the small crowd of children and college students when I looked up and saw one of the girls grasping for a piece of green paper which he held up in his hand. I reached for it along with everyone else and felt the little missive stuffed into my hand. I was surprised when I looked down and saw that it was a 10 dollar bill! Some of the "beggars" received coins, a penny here, a quarter there, two nickels over there, but I was blessed with the "jackpot"! I sat down incredulous. Knowing the Pastor I knew he would not take it back if I did try to give it to him.



Here I had been feeling down because I not only could not afford to buy things for myself (like a special pie for a contest, or a few beads to make some earrings to go with my costume) but I also had not been able to buy a present for my sister when she turned 15 as much as I wanted to not to mention anything for anyone else later in the year. But God had surprised me with a windfall!

Later in the week Mom and I went for a walk around the block. Our neighbor has a little shop in his back yard where he makes wooden creations as a hobby and sells them. As we walked past his house we saw several of the things he had made sitting in front with For Sale signs on them. One of them caught our eyes at the same time. It was a beautiful, not yet stained chest that had "HOPECHEST" written all over it, (ok, not literally but that's what it obviously had to be!)
I have always dreamed of having a hope chest to fill with various items in preparation for marriage. I used to stand in the woodwork aisle at Hobby Lobby brainstorming about possible ways to earn enough money to buy the $300 chest on the shelf. Here in front of me was a chest not only very similar to the one I had wanted for so long, but I actually liked it even better!
We walked up to the door and asked how much he was selling it for. He said "$50". It was definitely more within my reach than any other chest that I had ever seen, but I still could not afford it even with the money I had received from God.
We continued with our walk and I went on and forgot about the chest...until a few days ago. I looked outside and there was our neighbor carrying a chest up the sidewalk. He spoke to my sister for a moment and then set it down and left. She carried it in in front of my incredulous smile.
"Did he give that to us?!"
"Are you the one that was admiring it the other day? Then it's yours!"




I will never cease to be amazed at how God provides for His children even when it isn't something that they NEED, but rather something that they would simply enjoy having. I pray that I will never forget to trust God for the things I need or want.

“Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing? 26 Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? 27 Which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature?" Matt. 6:25-27

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Cute...for now

Today we went to the bead store. If you have a Dry Gulch near you and you've never been (well, if you're a girl anyway) you need to go! If you're a guy, it's a great place for birthday and Christmas shopping.
While we were there picking out beads and putting them together to make masterpieces, a friend showed up with her two little girls. Hannah immediately latched on to the younger one (the baby) and carried her around the store for a while. Meanwhile a woman and her little girl walked in to look at the beads.
After the friend had left, Hannah sat back down at the table with us. A moment later an adorable little face showed up at her side. Her features were soft and perfect. I wish I had a picture to go with this post. She looked at Hannah and said, "Do you know my name?"
"No."
"My name is Cindy S......"(don't remember her last name)
"My name is Hannah."
Pause
"Am I cuter than the baby?"
This unexpected question was met with chuckles from all the females in the room. Her mother turned and explain, "She is very vain for a 4 year old."
To which her daughter intimated that "Some things are unusual." LOL!

Friday, May 2, 2008




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Thursday, May 1, 2008

Chocolate Muffins

How to make Chocolate Muffins that are not only gluten free and fairly good for you, but also taste wonderful!

You will need:

1 c. brown rice flour
1/2 c. almond meal/flour
1/2 c. tapioca flour
1/2 c. sugar
1 tsp. baking soda
1/2 tsp. cream of tartar
2 tsp. baking powder
2 tsp. xanthan gum

1 c. buttermilk
4 GF bittersweet chocolate squares
1/2 c. hot water
2 tsp. vanilla
2 sticks butter
3 eggs

Preheat oven to 350
Melt the chocolate. No matter how tempting it looks, trust me, this chocolate tastes terrible at this point.


Add hot water and vanilla.

I know it looks like brownie batter, but this chocolate is not yet edible.


Heat the buttermilk


Cream butter and sugar ( melted the butter, but I shouldn't have)
Add eggs


Mix in chocolate...NOW you can taste some!


Add dry ingredients
Spoon into greased muffin cups and bake for 10-15 minutes.


Voila!




Make 1 doz muffins